2007/12/30

we would have met in Paris, Barcelona, Montpelier...

--written long long ago

i and !

Tides of feelings flow,
in the ocean of time,
up and down,
left to right.

Isn't it just the same water,
meeting lighthouse's lights,
sun's shines,
over and over,
through the same darkness.

But somehow,
memory only keeps "now".

No one tries to change,
the size of the ocean,
no one tries to fill it,
with black or yellow water,
and any other color but blue.

The hardest thing is,
to change facing changes.

The girl is tired,
she lies down,
red skirts on white bricks,
yellow skin under blue sky,
black hair at pink cheeks,
with white smiles.

She looks to his direction,
with black smiles.
She turns to the other direction.
Will there be anyone, anything,
pick her up on his way,
or will she just wait, wave her smile,
hold herself up to her may,
to a season called, "sumtumn",
to a place called, "heavell".

She enjoyes these moments.
She suffers these minutes.
She tries to feel that,
the earth turns itself,
she tries to turn herself with.

She wants to chatch up,
with earth, then the sun, then stars...

2007/12/23

tears for "galliano"

是那,微波的内卷裙摆,让我如此动心,
是那,迟到的一次错过,让我如此痛心。
从没有为了一条裙子哭过,
可是,我终究是哭了,
止不住,
也不知,
为何如此在意。。。

不就是一条美丽的裙子吗。。。
什么时候说不定就能找到一条同样的漂亮的。。。
还是无奈青春的即将逝去,
什么时候大概也就不再适合这么美丽的裙子了吧。。。

2007/12/21

not going ---why?

Usually i overthink, and as usual, it happens today, now: so, i was originally going to see a friend of mine, someone i enjoyed a lot spending time with and want to spend more with. Comparing to Chicago, Amsterdam is no distance from Tilburg; comparing to internet chat, face to face chatting is by all means upgrading. But i cannot go, because of work, also because of his only having time during lunch and breakfast, because of work. And suddenly i ask myself, why is work so important? Usually with this thought, it is enough for me to persist in going instead of staying, but this time, it isn't. Bart Simpson puts it,"if it is too hard, it is not worth trying." For the very first time, i apply this principle, for the more long-run dream i am fighting for. And forgive me, my friend...and do not underestimate the dillema i have...^&^

2007/12/17

Ein schoenes Gedichte-by Hesse

Das Lied des Lebens,
Blätter wehen vom Baume,
Lieder vom Lebenstraume,
Wehen spielend dahin.
Vieles ist untergegangen,
Seit wir zuerst sie sangen,
Zärliche melodien,
Sterblich sind auch die Lieder.
Alle verweht der Wind,
Blumen und Schmetterlinge,
Die unvergänglicher Dinge,
Flüchtiges Gleichnis sind.

2007/12/13

导师获奖 Congratulations to Jan!

Jan Boone 是我两位导师之一。他从牛津博士毕业已经10年,已经当了好几年的正教授。刚刚听说他获了荷兰科学基金会的VICI奖。五年内将提供给他125万欧元研究经费。可喜可贺。深为他感到自豪!同时告诉自己:努力,努力,再努力!否则枉费了在这两位大家身边学习的机会!

Wholehearted congratulations to Jan for his winning the VICI grant! (1.25m euros ^&^)